Apology

Baby you deserve an apology from me . I know that your not technically my boyfriend but baby we're together . We act the same as we did when we were official . We spend all our time together and I love that . I'm so sorry about last night. I know that what I did last night was so bad . You kicked me out for it :'( . And that really hurt . I'm sorry that I was flirty with all those guys . You literally payed me no attention accept for little moments here and there . But you watched me flirt and you did nothing . Which actually makes me mad . Because you didn't mark your territory . And I wanted you to "claim" me so bad . Maybe that's why I was like that ?. I don't know . But I will never do that to you again . I don't want to lose you again and I know you were extremely hurt by my actions . I don't want to fuck things up . Please forgive me . I will make it up to you ❤ you honestly deserve better . And I want to be better for you , so I quit drinking to show you that I'm serious about this . I know we only have two weeks till we part ways but I want to spend every day of those two weeks with you . I don't want anyone else and I know I act like I don't care and I act mean , but I do care . I care more than I want to admit . Seriously you getting mad at me today made me feel so unwanted and I wasn't able to be happy at all . I was stuck in a bad mood all day . All I wanted was to see you today . To talk to you . Snuggle with you . Kiss you . And tell you that I care about you . Ugh if you only knew ✌