Thinking...thoughts everywhere

I can't sleep . I'm too happy to go to sleep . But I'm a little sad at the same time . I miss him :/ I'm going to miss him as the days drag on . All I can do is talk, Skype, call and snapchat until I see him again . 65 days until I can hug and kiss you . I can't wait to snuggle and spend time with you . I can't wait to just be with you and feel complete . The days will go by so quickly and then we will be together again . And to be honest , the open relationship thing hurts a little . I know that I suggested it , but I'd rather be with you than be nothing at all . And I know that when the time comes , it will just be me and you . Im not really threatened by other girls , because they haven't gone through the shit we've been through . And they don't know you like I do . What our friends said was right. We're "too much made for each other". and this summer is going to put that to the test . There's always that doubt in the back of my mind though, that you will find someone better , someone prettier, someone that will make you happier . But I guarantee , you won't find someone that will care about you more and do more for you than me . eh I had to get that off my mind . ✌❤