Stop it

I need to stop with these thoughts ! I have my babe who loves me so much . And would do anything for me . I should really appreciate what I have and not nitpick on things that aren't that important . I'm getting a car and I've been looking at jobs . My dad is happy with me . I really should take advantage of the opportunity I have here . It's the summer . Time for fun shenanigans, working, training, classes and the gym . I'm done with these negative thoughts ! I'm happy . I really am . I think I'm just trying to find things wrong . I think I'm trying to make a bigger deal than it is . I tend to do that sometimes . I need to just appreciate and be happy . And look at the positives ❤ Because I suggested this. I wanted this, and he is as scared as I am . I'm just going to have fun this summer and when I'm back with him then that's that . Then we're together and I can be complete . No other guys will matter to me at that moment,  because I have him.