The day

Today has been horrible . I've been thinking about him all day . I'm really hoping and praying that I didn't fuck it up . He seems cordial with me , but he is still a little mad and he has every right to be . I'm never going to do that to him again . Cuz honestly I love him and he makes me so happy . I would do anything for him and I don't think he knows that . I have to sleep alone tonight which is going to be horrible . I always sleep better with him , he makes me feel safe . Fuck I'm so caught up with him . I seriously thought that he was just going to throw me to the curb after the shit I pulled . Stay with me baby . Please .