My feelings

So my feelings are all over the place for you. I don't know what to feel and obviously I am the one who is supposed to know that . like I think I liked you more before we broke up and now that you're the one chasing me and wanting to be lovey dovey , I'm just like eh. But when I'm with him , he just stares into my eyes and we like connect on some weird level. We don't say anything but we can't look away from each other . So I feel like I "love" him . But do I really love him or am I infatuated by having him ? Cuz obviously at this point , I'm not in it just for sex . And we end school in two weeks and I won't see him for like 3 months . We're not dating in those 3 months . What am I doing? Do I continue this game or do I stop it before we end up getting hurt.